The Merciless Ravages of My Mind

Monday, October 31, 2005



So awesome...... http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/llama.php

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Saturday, October 29, 2005






I met a guy in a bar last night. OMG, that sounds so weird coming from me! I was a little upset by something that happened last night, and he came over to see if I was okay. He was from Oklahoma here to see the football game! I told him that I didn't really care about the Huskers, and he laughed. Meh. We talked a little bit and he wanted to know what was cool to do in Lincoln. It was really nice to talk to someone outside of my friends. I felt like a normal college person for once. Too bad he doesn't live here.

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Friday, October 28, 2005




I did the stupidest thing last night. I could have caused serious damage to one of my relationships. I jumped to a conclusion. I suspected something about this person that was plausible, but hopefully not true. I had good cause for suspicion. Two reasons, more specifically. I was stressed out by my conclusion and the person picked up on it. We worked out the situation, and we both thought it was very funny. Just a word to the wise: be sure to do your laundry!

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Thursday, October 27, 2005




How evil are you?

I took it again and got a different evil-ness. I am now angelic! bwahahahaha!

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Personality Type Report for Alyssa
Your Personality Preferences
INTROVERT
While you may not be anti-social, you do need (and deserve) your private time and space to retreat from the world. Unlike extroverts, you need to develop a concept of the world or some aspect of it before experiencing it. Too much socializing may sap your energies. Your energies are derived from exploring the inner world of ideas, impressions and pure thought.
SENSORY
You usually gather information with your senses: what you can see, hear, taste, touch and smell in the physical world. The facts gathered from the sensory data you process are the building blocks of your model of our world. You concentrate your energies on what actually exists and do not ponder what might exist too much. You are usually practical and rely on your common sense to guide you through the world. You see things as they are and have little or no need to search for underlying meanings.
JUDGING/ PERCEIVING
You appear to be an equal mix of both judging and perceiving types. This may cause you some conflict at times. On the other hand the balance of the two may work just fine for you. There is certainly nothing wrong with having a fair share of both types if you are happy. Below you will find descriptions of both types.

JUDGING
You like decisions to be made as soon as possible. You are not comfortable with loose ends and like to see conflicts resolved as soon as possible. You have a preference for a well-structured, orderly lifestyle with few surprises. It may not be all that important who makes the decisions that gets things done as long things do get done. You take commitments very seriously.

PERCEIVING
You like to have as much information as possible before making a decision. Putting off a final decision until the last moment does not make you uncomfortable. Indeed once a decision is made, a course plotted, you may feel a bit uneasy, because you feel bound to a certain course of action. You would much prefer to wait and see what happens. You enjoy the opportunity to improvise. Commitments are not etched in stone to you, and are changeable.
FEELING
You make decisions subjectively based upon your values and what is important to you. How people will be affected by your decisions is important to you. You are likely to make decisions based upon what you feel is acceptable and agreeable rather than what is logical. Your truths are founded in your values and those of the society you live in. It is important to remember that we are discussing how you evaluate data and make decisions, and that you rely on your feelings to do so in no way implies you are overly emotional.
Your Personality Type
Your personality preferences suggest you may be one of two personality types, so both these types are listed below.

Introvert/Sensing/Feeling/Perceiving

You like to do things for others in your own, quiet way. By nature you are gentle, loyal and compassionate. You accept others as they are and rarely pass judgment on anyone. You have little or no need to dominate others. Conflicts are very disturbing to you. You live in the here and now and find pleasure in life's simplest gifts.

In relationships you are kind, loyal, and nurturing. You make a good listener and are sympathetic to the needs of others. You are the one that can get your friends and loved ones through a difficult period, even if you yourself are suffering. You are very perceptive of others. You will avoid conflict whenever possible, and must be careful not to let more aggressive personality types overwhelm you.

Famous People of Your Type:

Marie Antoinette, Auguste Rodin, Ulysses S. Grant, Millard Fillmore, Warren G. Harding, Fred Astaire, Doris Day, Marilyn Monroe, Liberace, Elizabeth Taylor, Yogi Berra, Dan Rather, Ervin "Magic" Johnson, Patrick Duffey, Paul McCartney, Michael Jackson, Kevin Costner, Greg Louganis, Brooke Shields, John Travolta.

Occupations Suited to Your Type Include:

Artist, beautician, botanist, carpenter, clerical specialist, dancer, designer, forester, gardener, geologist, marine biologist, mechanic, nurse, recreational leader, and teacher.
http://www.damegames.com/quizzes/per/passess.htm

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Wednesday, October 26, 2005



You Are Bold Red Boots

You like to put your most outrageous foot forward!

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Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005



I hate it when this happens...I was enjoying a perfectly good nap, dreaming of loverly things, and then I wake up. I wake up with a sudden urge to draw or write or be productive. It happens at the strangest times. Once it happened around two in the morning the night before a big test in school. I had a desire to work out, and I couldn't sleep until I did it. So tonight, even though it is only 11:00 I haven't sleep a full eight hours for a few weeks, I was sleeping, but now as you can see I am writing. I am also drawing and working on a Mythology paper. I wish my batteries were done charging so I could take a picture of my picture to post. Ah well, I shall put it up when it is finished.

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How evil are you?

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Today has been one of those days. From yesterday it appeared to be a normal but dreadfully boring type of Tuesday. I was excited to get to "sleep in" til 10:30, after my escapade down to Marysville, Kansas and back last night. BUT, lo and behold, God had other plans for me this morning. Around 9:45 or 10 my cell starts ringing. It was buried deep in the pocket of my coat and I couldn't get to it before the machine got it. So anyways... Jessica called to tell me that Josh had collapsed at work and asked me to pray for him. Josh means a lot to me. I used to work for him at Val's and he was great to me. He's done so much for me. So this morning sleep fled from me while I prayed for him. I hope he gets better.

Lab was sooooo long today. Instead of quirky experiments we did genetic problems. Really long Punnent Squares for 2 hour! Gag me. I'm still not done, and I should be working on them instead of blogging, but we all know how that goes! So last night around seven, I went to see Jay and Nic's new apartment. It's pretty cool, and Nic has this spiffy blue whale mat for the kitchen. Somehow or another I ended up in Nic's car on the way to Marysville. He wanted to get some stuff from there for the apartment. We packed a ton of crap into his dad's truck and then Nic, Jay, and I crammed into the tiny cab of the truck. This truck had two seats, so I sat in the six inch space between the two seats. I had to straddle the shifter thingy of course. That was, um, awkward....I didn't get to bed until 2:30ish. Le sigh....so tired.

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Monday, October 24, 2005



"I follow the night
Can't stand the light
When will I begin to live again

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
What more could your love do for me
When will love be through with me
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Leave all this to yesterday
Why live life from dream to dream
And dread the day when dreaming ends

One day I'll fly away
Fly fly away..."

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"What more could your love do for me? When will love be through me?"
Why did happen again? I must be the biggest ass in history. Apparently, I don't learn from my mistakes. Twice now I have been deceived by the same person about the same thing. Either I am too nice and forgiving, or I'm just desparate. I hate myself right now. In the last thirty days, I've had two bad relationships, both lasting about two to three weeks. Right now, I'm asking God to help me find the guy who's right for me. I thought I had done that with Jay, but now it just seems like a big mistake. I really don't even know him. He seems to have this secret life, well, secret from me anyways, that I know nothing about. I don't know why I thought he changed. I give people way too much credit. This is why I can't trust people like I used to. And now it will be even harder to trust a guy.

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Friday, October 21, 2005



10 Years Ago: 8/third grade
1. I took spelling tests in shaving cream on my desk.
2. I read books in a claw-foot tub with a poufy pillow.
3. I went to Trinity Lutheran.
4. My eyes were good.
5. I wore leggings and giant t-shirts.


5 Years Ago: 13/ eigth grade
1. I met Jessica.
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4.
5.


1 Year Ago:
1. I bought the love of my life, my canon powershot A65!
2. I filled out a billion scholarship forms.
3. I ate a lot of ramen noodles.
4. I started stunting as a flyer!
5. My mom made lunch at school.

Yesterday:
1. I went to bed at 12:30 instead of three.
2. I didn't have class!
3. I bought 43 dollars worth of clothes on sale at Kohl's!
4. I made Jessica throw away a ton of crap.
5. I watched Woman Thou Are Loosed.

5 Snacks I Like:
1. Chocolate
2. Cookies
3. Ice Cream
4. Fruit
5. Crackers and PB

5 Songs I Know All The Words To:
1. Come What May by Ewan Mcgreggor and the other person who sings it from Moulin Rouge...drawing a blank....
2. Skin by Rascal Flatts
3. Gotta Get Thru This by Daniel Beddingfield
4. She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5
5. So This Is Love by Cinderella, hehe

If I Had A Million Dollars:
1. Pay for college
2. Pay off my parents bills
3. Buy a car
4. Buy a new laptop
5. Buy a house for me!

5 Things I Would Never Wear:
1. A strapless shirt
2. a low-cut orange sequiny dress
3. pants with chains on them
4. black makeup
5. a shower curtain

Favorite TV Shows:
1. Stargate SG-1
2. I liked the old Blue's Clues
3. Sailor Moon
4. CSI
5. What Not to Wear

5 Bad Habits:
1. Staying out late the night before a test
2. eating chocolate
3. procrastinating
4. bleaching my laundry
5. tripping over random objects

5 Biggest Joys:
1. vacation with friends or family
2. singing really loud to a song I love
3. petting my Smudge
4. not bleaching my laundry
5. shopping

5 Fictional People I Want To Date:
1. Orlando Bloom in any movie
2. Legolas
3. this is a weird question
4. i don't like this question
5. fictional people aren't real

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005



The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Extreme
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)Low
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Low
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Low

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The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!
What is your favorite..
gum:Trident Orange, melon stuff
restaurant:Valentinos
drink:Orange Juice
season:early Fall
type of weather:cool, but still warm enough to wear t-shirts
emotion:happiness
thing to do on a half day:sleep, hang out with people
late-night activity:sleep, watch movies, talk to friends
sport:cheerleading rocks!
city:Lincoln
store:Walmart
When was the last time you..
cried:last week
played a sport:last year...basketball
laughed:this morning at something my roomie said
hugged someone:last night
kissed someone:um....
felt depressed:last week when it was raining
felt elated:when i was daydreaming in history instead of taking notes
felt overworked:all the time
faked sick:when i was in high school
lied:last night
What was the last..
word you said:phenotypic
thing you ate:cereal and milk
song you listened to:kiss me by sixpence non the richer
thing you drank:milk
place you went to:history
movie you saw:undead
movie you rented:me? i never rent anything, i just watch movies that other people rent
concert you attended:hoobastank
Who was the last person you..
hugged:jessica
cried over:jay
kissed:nobody
danced with:jay
shared a secret with:jessica
had a sleepover with:jessica
called:my mom
went to a movie with:jay and jessica
saw:my roomate
were angry with:the washing machine
couldn't take your eyes off of:this person at breakfast who wouldn't stop staring at me
obsessed over:umm........Orlando Bloom to hear some people say it
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:no
kissed someone:no
done drugs:if you count midol, tylenol, or advil
drank alcohol:on a cruise
slept around:i slept this morning... hehe, never
partied 'til the sun came up:prolly never
had a movie marathon:last friday
gone too far on a dare:never, i hate dares
spun until you were immensely dizzy:last week
taken a survey quite like this before:last night
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The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!
What is your favorite..
gum:Trident Orange, melon stuff
restaurant:Valentinos
drink:Orange Juice
season:early Fall
type of weather:cool, but still warm enough to wear t-shirts
emotion:happiness
thing to do on a half day:sleep, hang out with people
late-night activity:sleep, watch movies, talk to friends
sport:cheerleading rocks!
city:Lincoln
store:Walmart
When was the last time you..
cried:last week
played a sport:last year...basketball
laughed:this morning at something my roomie said
hugged someone:last night
kissed someone:um....
felt depressed:last week when it was raining
felt elated:when i was daydreaming in history instead of taking notes
felt overworked:all the time
faked sick:when i was in high school
lied:last night
What was the last..
word you said:phenotypic
thing you ate:cereal and milk
song you listened to:kiss me by sixpence non the richer
thing you drank:milk
place you went to:history
movie you saw:undead
movie you rented:me? i never rent anything, i just watch movies that other people rent
concert you attended:hoobastank
Who was the last person you..
hugged:jessica
cried over:jay
kissed:nobody
danced with:jay
shared a secret with:jessica
had a sleepover with:jessica
called:my mom
went to a movie with:jay and jessica
saw:my roomate
were angry with:the washing machine
couldn't take your eyes off of:this person at breakfast who wouldn't stop staring at me
obsessed over:umm........Orlando Bloom to hear some people say it
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:no
kissed someone:no
done drugs:if you count midol, tylenol, or advil
drank alcohol:on a cruise
slept around:i slept this morning... hehe, never
partied 'til the sun came up:prolly never
had a movie marathon:last friday
gone too far on a dare:never, i hate dares
spun until you were immensely dizzy:last week
taken a survey quite like this before:last night
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AGAIN!

130 Random Questions
When was the last time you cried?:A- less than a month ago
Have you ever faked sick?:J- no
What was the last lie you said?:A- tonight
Have you ever cried during a movie?:J- yes passion, star wars 3, phantom of the opera, and moulin rouge
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?:A- Jessica
Have you ever danced in the rain?:J- heck yeah
Have you ever been drunk?:A- no..
Have you ever tried tried drugs?:J- tried tried? what? no...
Do you smoke?:A- no
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?:J- no one has dared me to do anything bad. Well, when I was 9 I flashed an open window from inside a house in the dark
What is your full name?:A- Alyssa Renee Elwood J- Jessica Jean Erickson
What is your blood-type?:J- I dont know. Alyssa's is O+
Have you ever been in a car accident?:A- yes
How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?:J- I haven't yet, that I remember
Who was your first kiss?:A- Hasn't happened yet
Have you ever had an online relationship?:J- um..... I have lots of friends online that I know offline. And close offline friends that I talk to online. So... what?
Have you ever had phone-sex?:A- Um, lemme think.... NO!
Have you ever been rejected by a crush?:J- yeah, happens to everyone
What is your favourite sport to play?:A- Cheerleading J- *rolls eyes*
Have you ever made a prank phone call?:J- Yes
Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it?:A- yes
What's your favourite childhood memory?:J- I dont have one A- yes you do, you just cant think of one
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?:A- yes
What do you want to be when you grow up?:J- a jelly bean A- happy J- fine then, old
What is your political persuassion?:A- party? Conservative rep.
Have you ever had cybersex?:J- no
Do you believe in g-d?:A- J- God? yeah A- yes, but thats not how you spell it
Do you believe in love at first sight?:J- no A- thats sad, you're not romantic
Do you believe in karma?:A- no
Who was your first crush?:J- Rick Post. *daydreamy* A- you are such a goober
Who do yo uhave a crush on?:A- *silent*...... Jay- FINE! J- um... it's Jay for her
How would you describe yourself?:J- dang. um, me. I am unique A- no, i dont want to talk about myself
What are you afraid of?:A- dying on a planet by myself by radiation. zombies. friends leaving me J- not much but no comment
Are you religious?:J- to a certain extent, but I'm more relational
What does your screen name mean?:A- Alwaysinthedark7, it means that I am quite often confused about what other people are talking about. J- A friend, Midnit3cloud, gave it to me, had it forever. Midnit3rabbit
What person do you trust the most?:J- God. then Alyssa or my mom. A- my roomie
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?:A- Good question. One week= Steve. Longer= Jay. J- serious emotional attatchment= Jeff
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?:J- I am not good at receiving or remembering compliments A- I dont either
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?:A- IDK J- me either
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?:J- um, no comment A- 6-7 mos
What is your greatest strength?:J- I hate these A-ditto
What is your greatest weakness?:J- I hate this one more. A- Chocolate
What is your perfect pizza?:A- cheese and tomato slices J- 4cheese, or canadian bacon, or taco
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?:J- SHUT UP YOU STUPID ALARM CLOCK A- i wanna skip class
What is your first thought before you go to bed?:A- you mean the last thought? this means tha q above! idk. J- my mind goes allover and I don't keep track of it all
What college do you want to go to?:J- idk A- im at UNL
Do you get along with your family?:A- all but the demon cat and demon child J- yes
Do you play any instruments?:J- my vocal chords A- flute, tried guitar, can sing, used to play piano
What kind of music do you like?:A- country, disney songs, all but rap J- bah. rap sucks
Do you think you're attractive?:J- I try not to be overly. I don't want that attention A-not when i wake up
Would you ever get a tattoo?:A- no J- nope
How many piercings do you have?:J- none A-2
Who makes you laugh?:A- me, roomie, everyone. J- yup
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?:J- A- nobody. J- hey, im thinking! alyssa, out of everyone.
Have you ever seen a dead body?:A- not in person. I try not to J- yes
Do you have a celebrity crush?:J- yes. Johnny Depp. And i can answer for alyssa. its ORLANDO BLOOM A-YES!
What is one thing scientists should invent?:A- something that makes you smarter w/o effort J- um..... whatever
Have you ever broken a bone?:J- yes A-no
What happens after you die?:A- going to heaven J- me too. And people are sad.
Do you watch or read the news?:J- no A- I read comics....
What stereotype would you label yourself as being?:A- i'm not preppy.... quiet wallflower Jay- yes you are J- i am none of them. because I am them all. i am me
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?:J- do you? A- um, sure. But not preppy. J- i would agree with yours to an extent
If yo ucould change your name, what would you change it to?:J- I will only change my last name A- Change my middle name
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go:A- go back to junior year J- that was a good year. But i would like to know all that I do now`
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?:A- how outgoing and stuff I am J- my fears
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?:J- no A- no
Have you ever played strip poker?:A- no I dont even know what that is J- nope
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?:J- no A-no
What do you want your friends to think about you?:A- I'm a good person
Whats the biggest argument you've ever gotten into?:J- prolly with Alyssa, or JEff
HAve you ever bitten someone?:A- i suppose J- prolly me
When's your birthday?:J- May
Have you ever stolen anything?:A- chicklets
Do you make wishes on shooting stars?:J- no
Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?:A- oh my gosh you dont want to know i almost died
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?:J- um, didnt I kinda say this already? oh wait, no. Um.....the day that I died
Do you remember your dreams?:A- I do
Have you ever been in love?:J- I dont know A- I really dont know
Are you a morning person or a night person?:A- depends on the stage of my life J- ditto
Do you have any phobias?:J- no but alyssa is porkaphobic A- Am not
What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?:A- I dont want to tell
Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?:J- um yeah
How many screen names do you have?:A- one J- yup
Do any medical problems run in your family?:J- idk A- kidney stones
Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?:A- no
Have you ever had a nightmare?:J- um who hasnt
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?:A- friends J- yeah, nice to enemies faces
Would you ever participate in a threesome?:J- ew! that is SO UNBIBLICAL and a sin
Would you ever pay for a prostititue?:A- WHOA!@ NO!!!
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?:J- yes, but i was little and it was dark, so i dont know if anyone saw
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?:A- maybe?
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?:J-yes
Have you ever written a love letter?:A- yes but never sent it
Have you ever attempted suicide?:J- no, but thought about it breifly
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:A- on me?
Have you ever been in a fistfight?:J- only to break it up, but it was a playful one
Do you have any hidden talents?:A- if they're hidden then how would i know?
What is one thing you want me to know about you?:J- O.o
What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask?:A- Um, If i told you know, that would defeat the purpose
Do you usually prefer books or movies?:J- eh
Who is your favourite person to talk to?:A- my kitty, doesnt talk back or tell secrets
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?:J- A- when i am sad, no one can, because i am determined J- stubborn A- and no one can get me out of it J- depends for me
Would you ever have sex before marriage?:A- no J- no
Who do you talk to most on the phone?:J- um, alyssa .. yeah
Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of?:A- mm hm
Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?:J- British A- american
Have you ever gotten detention?:A- no J-yes, quite a few times
How do you vent your anger?:J- pray, write
Have you ever been on a diet?:A- yes
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?:J- um yes and yes
Is your best friend a virgin?:A- yes J- yes
What's a rumor someone has spread about you?:J- i dont care!
What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing?:A- interesting...... no comment J- not rated g, or even pg, or even pg-13, or even R, so no comment
What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you?:J- idk not let me go to bed?
What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?:A- idk
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?:J- no
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?:A- no J- yes
Have you ever wanted to murder someone?:J- yes, sadly
Have you ever hated someone?:A- yes J- no
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?:J- depends on what it is A- phone
Do you consider yourself popular?:A- not anymore, yes in Highschool. J- popularity is relative
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?:J- NO A- also no
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?:A- what kind of crazy idea is that? J- they do it on HPRPG
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?:J- yes A- no
What is your favourite book?:A- series of books by david eddings
Do you have a collection of anything?:J- pictures, stuff
Are you happy with the person you are becoming?:A- i dont know
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?:J- um yeah
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?:A- J- i can see you married, HA! A- hopefully college graduated. and a job J- what about me? A- married and a kid
Are you happy with the life you have?:J- once this quiz is over yes A- yeah, um, ok
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Survey quiz thing

Long Survey About Yourself
What time are you starting this?:9:08 pm
Name?:Alyssa Elwood
Nicknames?:Gorgeous, Lyssa, Lyss, Mom
Date of birth?:9/28/87
Sex?:female
Height?:5'5''
Eye color?:dark brown
Where were you born?:Lincoln
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?:18
Pets?:Three cats, a dog, several hundred koi, a frog named Rupert, racoons,
Hair color?:red
Piercings?:ears
Town you live in?:Lincoln
Favorite foods?:ramen noodles, cake, chocolate, peanut butter
Ever been to Africa?:nope
Been toilet papering?:yes
Love someone so much it made you cry?:Several times
Been in a car accident?:yes
Croutons or bacon bits?:yuck, neither
Favorite day of the week?:Sunday
Favorite resturant?:Ticos
Favorite flower?:red roses
Favorite sport to watch?:cheerleading
Favorite drink?:water, or orange juice
Favorite ice cream flavor?:chocolate
Warner Bros. or Disney?:Disney
Favorite fast food restuarant?:Taco Bell
Carpet color in your bedroom?:grey, blue, brown, yellow, white, green, flowers
How many times did you fail your driver's test?:never
Whom did you get your last email from?:ebay
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?:dillards
What do you do most often when you are bored?:sing, steal music, sing to the stolen music
Most annoying thing to say to me?:"I don't know."
Bedtime?:ha
Favorite TV show?:stargate sg-1
Last person you went out to dinner with?::Jesse, Jessica, Jay, Jeff, Ben
Been out of country?:yes, Bahama mamma
Believe in magick?:no
Ford or Chevy?:Ford
What are you listening to right now?:Jessica say "Chevy" like "Chiby"
Have you ever failed a grade?:no
If you have, what grade did you fail?:if i had it would've been sixth
Do you have a crush on someone?:yes, hmmm, not for you to know though
Do you have a bf/gf?:I do
If so, what is their name?:Jay Morgan
How long have you been together?:Um. Seven months, year haitus, now five days
What are you wearing right now?:black long-sleeved shirt, light washed jeans, nike walking shoes
Would you have sex before marriage?:no
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?:ewww, no
Are you a virgin?:yes
Do you smoke?:only the candy cigarrettes
Do you drink?:I drink water, and orange juice, and milk
Are you ghetto?:no
Are you a player?:i guess
What are your favorite colors?:blue, black, silver
What is your favorite animal?:cats
Do you have any birthmarks?:yes, a little one on the back of my left leg
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?:jessica kicks it all the time
Who do you talk to most on the phone?:Jay
Have you ever been slapped?:yes, by my mother
Do you get online a lot?:yes, way too often
Are you shy or outgoing?:depends on who I'm with, but usually shy
Do you shower?:heck yeah
Do you hate school?:only when I have homework
Do you have a social life?:I believe so
How easily do you trust people?:not so easily as i'd like
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?:yes
Would you ever sky dive?:yes, but i'd have to be thrown out of the plane
Do you like to dance?:I am a dancing queen
Have you ever been out of state?:yes, but i won't list all the places ive been
Do you like to travel?:i do
Have you ever been expelled from school?:no
Have you ever been suspended from school?:no
Do you want to get out of your hometown?:sometimes, but I'm pretty happy here
Are you spoiled?:i don't think so, but others might disagree
Are you a brat?:most definitely
Have you ever been dumped?:yes, and it sucks, so I don't like doing it to other people
Have you ever gotten high?:high on jesus
Do you like snapple?:never had any
Do you drink a lot of water?:yes
What toothpaste do you use?:colgate or crest i think
Do you have a cell phone?:yes, it is my baby and life support
Do you have a curfew?:not anymore
Who do you look up to?:eveyone cause they are taller than me, but seriously, I look up to my parents, friends
Are you a role model?:i used to be at my high school, but now i might not be
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?:no
What name brand do you wear the most?:nike
What kind of jewelry do you wear?:rings, earrings
What do you want pierced?:belly-button and my ears again
Do you like takin pictures?:most of my computer is full of digital pics, so ..... yes
Do you like gettin your picture taken?:only if i look good
Do you have a tan?:psh no, i am so pasty
Do you get annoyed easily?:yes
Have you ever started a rumor?:only true ones
Do you have your own phone or phone line?:i have a cell phone
Do you have your own pool?:no
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:on me or on others?
Do you have any siblings?:yes, two sisters, both younger
Have you ever been played?:not that i'm aware of
Have you ever played anyone?:yes
Do you get along with your parents?:sometimes
How do you vent your anger?:cry, listen to sad or angry music, walk it off
Have you ever ran away?:yes
Have you ever been fired from a job?:no
Do you even have a job?:i clean my mothers bathroom for five bucks a week, which is enough to get me into the Plamor once a week!
Do you daydream a lot?:yes, i am frequently somewhere else
Do you have a lot of ex's?:only four
Do you run your mouth?:um, my mouth doesn't like to run, it talks or laughs
What do you want a tattoo of?:nothing, but if i did get one it would be either my name in elvish, or a blue butterfly
What do you have a tattoo of?:nothing
What does your ex bf/gf look like?:which one? tall, dark hair and eyes
What does your most recent crush look like?:tall, brown hair and eyes, cute,
Whats her/his name?:I already answered this question!
Have you ever been bitched out?:nah
Are you rude?:only to annoying people
What was the last compliment you recieved?:Jesse said "you're so pretty!"
Do you like getting dirty?:no, i am almost obsessively clean
Are you flexiable?:yes, i can do splits and back bends and stuff
What is your heritage?:I am swedish, german, irish, pensylvania dutch, and other stuff
What is your lucky number?:3
What does your hair look like right now?:half up, half down, top is wavy, bottom is straight
Could you ever be a vegetarian?:i was and sorta am now
Describe your looks?:you dont want me to
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?:black
Would you ever date someone younger than you?:i have
Would you ever date someone older than you?:yes
When was the last time you were drunk?:ha never
How many rings until you answer the phone?:i let the answering machine get it
Have you ever been skinny dipping?:no
If yes, when was the last time?:n/a
When was the last time you went on a date?:define "date"
Do you look more like your mother or father?:father
Do you cry a lot?:yes
Do you ever cry to get your way?:no
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?:"i don't know"
Are you the romantic type?:i s'pose
Have you ever been chased by cops?:only in my dreams
What do you like most about your body?:eyes
What do you like least about your body?:idk
When did you have your first crush?:second grade
When was the last time you threw up?:middle school
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?:brunettes
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?:not on purpose
What about cleavage?:no
Is your best friend a virgin?:yes
Have you ever fucked someone up?:no
Have you ever been fucked up?:no
What theme does your room have?:messy, randomness
What size show do you wear?:shoe? eight
What is your screen name on AIM?:alwaysinthedark7
How are you feeling right now?:bored
When was the last time you were at a party?:last Friday
Have you ever given a lapdance?:no
Have you ever recieved one?:received? no
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?:yes
What is one of your bad qualilties?:i don't like to do things i have to do that i dont want to do, and i'm indecisive
What is one of your good qualilties?:loyal and willing work things out
Would you marry for money?:no
What do you drive?:station wagon or a dodge shadow
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?:mommy's
So?:so what?
Well?:yes, well?
When was the last time you cried in school?:when my bunny died
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?:no
What kind of music do you like?:happy, sad, fun, weird, any kind except rap and i especially like country
Would you ever bungee jump?:prolly not
What is your worst fear?:being eaten alive or stabbed with a knife
Would you ever join the army?:no
Do you like cows?:i s'pose
If you were to die today, what would you do?:I would tell my mom and dad that I love them, kiss my boyfriend, hang out with my friends, talk to God for a long time, and cuddle with my kitty Smudge
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?:I love you or I hate you depending on the person "The greatest lesson you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."
Do you like to party?:i like to dance
Hearts or broken hearts?:hearts
Moons or stars?:stars
Coke or pepsi?:pepsi
Favorite scent?:honeydew melon, kilo
Favorite band?:evanescence
Would you ever dye your hair red?:you mean redder?
How many languages can you speak?:one and a half
What time are you finishing this?:9:56
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005








Picture Time!!!!!!


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A List of My Favorite Songs......

"It's Your Love" -Tim McGraw and Faith Hill
"What I Love About Sundays" -Craig Morgan
"Gotta Get Through This" -Daniel Beddingfield
"You'll Be In My Heart" -Usher
"You'll Be In My Heart" -Phil Collins
"Must Get Out" -Maroon 5
"Please Remember Me" -Tim McGraw
"You'll Think Of Me." -Keith Urban
"I'll Be" -Edwin McCain
"Come What May" -Moulin Rouge Soundtrack
"Pina Coladas" -Garth Brooks
"Buy Me A Rose" -Luther Vandross
"Can't Stop Loving You" -Phil Collins
"I'll Be Missing You" -Puff Daddy
"Truly Madly Deeply" -Savage Garden
"Always Be My Baby" -Mariah Carey
"Days Go By" -Dirty Vegas
"A Place For My Head" -Linkin Park
"He Ought To Know That By Now" -Lee Ann Rimes
"All You Need Is Love" -Moulin Rouge Soundtrack
"All I Ask Of You" -Phantom Of The Opera
"You Got It Bad" -Usher

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