The Merciless Ravages of My Mind

Tuesday, November 29, 2005



Ha! Not a whore! Yay! only 116 movies for me!

Copy/Paste this list, bold the movies you've seen, add five more movies (that you have seen) count them up, if you have over 120 movies, you're a movie whore

1.Napoleon Dynamite


2. Saw

3. White Noise

4. White Oleander

5. Anger Management

6. 50 First Dates

7. Jason

8. Scream

9. Scream 2

10. Scream 3

11. Scary Movie

12. Scary Movie 2

13. Scary Movie 3

14. American Pie

15. American Pie 2

16. American Wedding

17. Harry Potter 1

18. Harry Potter 2

19. Harry Potter 3

20. Resident Evil I

21. Resident Evil 2 (aka RE: Apocalypse)

22. The Wedding Singer

23. Little Black Book

24. The Village

25. Donnie Darko

26. Lilo & Stitch

27. Finding Nemo

28. Finding Neverland

29. 13 Ghosts

30. Signs

31. The Grinch

32. Texas Chainsaw Massacre (The Original)

33. White Chicks

34. Butterfly Effect

35. 13 going on 30

36. I, Robot

37. Dodgeball

38. Universal Soldier

39. A Series Of Unfortunate Events

40. Along Came A Spider

41. Deep Impact

42. Kingpin

43. Never Been Kissed

44. Meet The Parents

45. Meet The Fockers

46. Eight Crazy Nights

47. A Cinderella Story

48. The Terminal

49. The Lizzie McGuire Movie

50. Passport to Paris

51. Dumb & Dumber

52. Dumb & Dumberer

53. Final Destination

54. Final Destination 2

55. Halloween

56. Halloween 2

57. Halloween 3

58. Halloween 4

59. Halloween 5

60. H20

61. Halloween: the Resurrection

62. The Ring

63. The Ring 2

64. Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle

65. Practical Magic

66. Chicago

67. Ghost Ship

68. From Hell

69. Team America: World Police

70. Hellboy

71. Secret Window

72. I Am Sam

73. The Whole Nine Yards

74. The Day After Tomorrow

75. Child's Play

76. Bride of Chucky

77. Ten Things I Hate About You

78. Just Married

79. Gothika

80. Nightmare on Elm Street

81. Sixteen Candles

82. Bad Boys 2

83. Joy Ride

84. Seven

85. Oceans Eleven

86. Oceans Twelve

87. Identity

88. Lone Star

89. Bedazzled

90. Predator

91. Predator II

92. Independence Day

93. Cujo

94. A Bronx Tale

95. Darkness Falls

96. Christine

97. ET

98. Children of the Corn

99. My Boss' Daughter

100. Maid in Manhattan

101. Frailty

102. Best bet

103. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days

104. She's All That

105. Calendar Girls

106. Sideways

107. Mars Attacks

108. Event Horizon

109. Ever After

110. Forrest Gump

112. Big Trouble in Little China

113. X-Men

114. X-Men 2

115. Jeepers Creepers

116. Jeepers Creepers 2

117. Catch Me If You Can

118. The Others

119. Freaky Friday

120. Reign of Fire

121. Man on Fire

122. Braveheart

123. Cruel Intentions

124. The Hot Chick

125. Swimfan

126. Miracle

127. Friday Night Lights

128. Old School

129. Ray

130. The Notebook

131. K-Pax

132. Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring

133. Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers

134. Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King

135. A Walk to Remember

136. Sweet Home Alabama

137. Moulin Rouge

138. Boogeyman

139. Hitch

140. Back Door Sluts 9

141. The Fifth Element

142. Star Wars episode I

143. Star Wars episode II

144. Star Wars episode IV

145. Star Wars episode V

146. Star Wars episode VI

147. Troop Beverly Hills

148. Swimming with Sharks

149. Trainspotting

150. People under the stairs

151. Blue Velvet

152. The Sound of Music

153. Parent Trap

154. The Burbs

155. SLC Punk

156. Meet Joe Black

157. Wild Girls

158. A Clockwork Orange

159. The Order

160. Spiderman

161. Spiderman 2

162. Amelie

163. Mean Girls

164. Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen

165. Shrek

166. Shrek 2

167. The Incredibles

168. Collateral

169. The Fast & The Furious

170. 2 Fast 2 Furious

171. Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow

172. Closer

173. The Sixth Sense

174. Artificial intelligence

175. Love, Actually

176. The Sweetest Thing

177. Shutter

178. Ella Enchanted

179. Princess diaries 1

180. Princess diaries 2

181. The Breakfast Club

182. October Sky

183. Remember the Titans

184. Titanic

185. Boondock Saints

186. American History X

187. Fight Club

188. Heavenly Creatures

189. Stealing Beauty

190. Like Water For Chocolate

191. Powwow Highway

192. Secretary

193. But I'm A Cheerleader

194. I <3 Huckabees

195. Ripley's Game

196. Coffee And Cigarettes

197. Taxi Driver

198. Silence Of The Lambs

199. The Exorcist

200. If Lucy Fell

201. Lady Jane

201. When Harry met Sally

202. Me, Myself & Irene

203. Kung Fu Hustle

204. Sin City

205. Labyrinth

206. Much Ado About Nothing

207. The Cowboy Way

208. Paulie

209. Blazing Saddles

210. Galaxy Quest

211. Guildenstern and Rosencrantz are Dead

212. Citizen Kane

213. You Can Count on Me

214. Young Frankenstein

215. Raiders of the Lost Ark

216. Starman

217. St. Elmos Fire

218. Coyote Ugly

219. The Other Sister

220. Rainman

221. Little Shop of Horrors

222. Chasing Amy

223. House of Sand and Fog

224. Mildred Pierce

225. The Big Lebowski

226. Mallrats

227. Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind

228. The Goonies

229. Starsky & Hutch

230. Saved!

231. The Upside of Anger

232. Sweet Sweetback's Baadasssss Song

233. The Cat's Meow

234. The Rutles

235. Waking Ned Devine

236. Pirates of the Caribbean

237. Little Women

238. Huck Finn

239. National Treasure

240. Oh Brother Where Art Thou?

241. Dick

242. Howard the Duck

243. Garden State

244. Hero

245. Spinal Tap

246. Almost Famous

247. Before Sunrise

248. Before Sunset

249. Troy

250. Gone With The Wind

251. Chocolat

252. Gentlemen Prefer Blondes

253. Now and Then

254. Romeo and Juliet

255. Ferris Bueler's Day Off

256. Grease

257. Guess Who's Coming to Dinner?

258. Mr. North

259. The African Queen

260. The Wizard of Oz

261. Country Girl

262. Philadelphia

263. Bringing Up Baby

264. The Aviator

265. An Affair to Remember

266. Sabrina

267. Holiday

268. Conspiracy Theory

269. Stage Door

270. Rigaletto

271. White Christmas

272. Who Framed Roger Rabbit?

273. The Wedding Planner

274. Arsenic and Old Lace

275. A Day at the Races

276. Willy Wonka

277. Bend it Like Beckham

278. Star Wars Episode III

279. A Beautiful Mind

280. Urban Legend

281. The Dead Poet's Society

282. Kill Bill vol. 1

283. Kill Bill vol. 2

284. The Royal Tenenbaums.

285. The Life Aquatic

286. American Beauty

287. A Chorus Line

288. Iron Jawed Angels

289. Phantom of the Opera

290. A League of their Own

291. Stuart Little

292. Notting Hill

293. A Lot Like Love

294. Along came Polly

295. Billy Madison

296. Happy Gilmore

297. A Hard Day's Night

298. Monty Python and the Holy Grail

299. The Motorcycle Diaries

300. Y Tu Mama Tambien

301. Bokura no War Game

302. Raise Your Voice

303. The Birds

304. Camp Nowhere

305. Billy Elliot

306. Anchorman

307. The Crow

308. *62

309. Queen Of The Damned

310. Jumanji

311. Gattaca

312. Benny and Joon

313. Tank Girl

314. Monty Python: The Meaning of Life

315. A Knight's Tale

316. Anastasia

317. Unconditional Love

318. Casablanca

319. About A Boy

320. Bridget Jones's Diary

321. Bridget Jones's Diary: The Edge of Reason

322. Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy

323. House of Flying Daggers

324. Legally Blonde

325. Sense and Sensibility

326. School of Rock

327. It Could Happen to You

328. Wilde

329. Dark City

330. Home Fries

331. House Arrest

332. Leon: The Professional

333. You Can't Take It With You

334. Seven Brides for Seven Brothers

335. Singin' in the Rain

336. Ball of Fire

337. Double Indemnity

338. Mame (Auntie Mame)

339. The Grass is Always Greener

340. Bonnie & Clyde

341. Valley Girl

342. Fast Time at Ridgemont High

343. Sleepless In Seattle

344. Serendipity

335. It's A Wonderful Life

336. Crash

337. We Don't Live Here Anymore

338. the Girl Next Door

339. Amadeus

340. Life as a House

341. Bubble Boy

342. Shattered Glass

343. Big Fish

344. X-Files

345. Sleepy Hollow

346. Robin Hood: Men in Tights

347. The Faculty

348. The Fog

349. Buried on Sunday

350. Better than Chocolate

351. The Hulk

352. Empire Records

353. Hunt for Red October

354. Heathers

355. Where Eagles Dare

356. Latter Days

357. Goldeneye

358. The Adventures of Priscilla: Queen of the Desert

359. Gladiator

360. Master and Commander: The Far Side of the World

361. The Matrix

362. The Princess Bride

363. K-19: The Widow Maker

364. Green Card

365. Shakespeare in Love

366. 25th Hour

367. Attila

368. Les Choristes

369. Anywhere But Here

370. Henry V

371. Midnight in the Garden of Good and Evil

372. Elizabeth

373. Monty Python's The Life of Brian

374. Shaun of the Dead

375. Remote

376. The Mask

377. Broadcast News

378. The Triplets of Belleville

379. Edward Scissorhands

380. The Piano

381. A Very Long Engagement

382. Down With Love

383. Triangle

384. The Patriot

385. The Jewel of the Nile

386. The Mothman Prophecies

387. Turner & Hooch

388. Looking for Richard

389. Born into Brothels

390. Mar Adentro (the sea inside)

391. Good Will Hunting

392.Bleu

393. Lost In Translation

394. The Jacket

395. Serial Mom

396. Brazil

397. American Psycho

398. Airheads

399. Army of Darkness

400. Mortal Kombat

401. Blade

402. Bubba Hop

403. Office Space

405. Clerks

406. Spun

407. Requiem for a dream

408. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

409. The Nightmare before Christmas

410. Lost Highway

411. Flight Plan

412. Mr. 3000

413. Honey

414. Jaws

415. The Passion of the Christ

416. Godzilla

417. Harry Potter 4

418. Beauty and the Beast

419. Mrs. Doubtfire

420. Pride and Prejudice

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Monday, November 28, 2005



Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||| 23%
Stability |||| 20%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 73%
Accommodation |||||| 30%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||| 16%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||||||||| 36%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||| 23%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||| 36%
Sexuality |||||| 30%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical security |||||||||||| 43%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 44%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Female cliche |||||||||||||| 56%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Yeah, so winter sucks. Not only is the weather depressing and cold, but I'm depressed and cold. Not that the weather has much to do with being depressed. It just makes it so much easier to forget about stuff when it's sunny outside. Anyways...

I haven't posted in a while because I've been trapped at my parents house. They have dial-up and it sucks! NO posting or MSN for me. About all I can do there is check email. It was such a relief to plug my lappy into my dorm. AHHHH! High speed all the way! Yeah so the family definitely behaved while I was there. I didn't really see much of them as I spent most of the week in the basement "guest room." Yeah, guest room, psh. If you could only see it. Imagine, a "guest room" where you had to clean it yourself, spray for bugs, kill daddy-long-legs, and get a space heater. Plus the door doesn't open from the inside. Yes. I did lock myself in there during my stay. Laugh all you want; I could have died. My mom kept forgetting that I was there so she wouldn't have even missed me until it was too late.

I got to hold my, um, step-cousin's baby at my aunt's house. His, the baby, name is Kevontay. He's pretty cute, but he wiggles! And he couldn't keep his binkie in his mouth. I think he found it funny to watch me pick it up repeatedly. Meh. My family is so disfunctional.

Funny thing happened in History today. My Professor was talking about Martin Luther and a girl raised her hand to tell him he had a sock hanging out of his sleeve! So funnny! Reminded me of the time my dad had a dryer sheet hanging out of his jacket.

Okay, the happiness is gone again, and I am going back to my depressed state.

Last night totally stunk. I didn't get to the Plamor last night. It appears that Jay and I have had another falling out. I'm getting to the point where I don't even care anymore. I don't know if this relationship is worth all the crap I've had to put up with. I don't really care that Emily and Vanessa don't like me (I don't like them all that much either) but it annoys me that they always have Jay over, but never invite me. They know I'm his girlfriend, and its rude to do that. Makes me wonder what goes on over there.

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Monday, November 21, 2005



This is rapidly turning into the worst week of my life. First, Grandpa E came down from Fremont for dinner with my family. On the way home after dinner, my family started telling me how awful I am. That I'm selfish and ungrateful. I felt just like I used to when I lived at home, like crying all the time. I was moody and on the verge of tearing up at anything. Now I know why I spent so much time alone in my room. I felt like I did the time I eavesdropped on my parents one night. Their room shares a wall with mine. If I laid on the floor next to the door, I could hear almost anything they said. They were talking about Parkview at first, how it had gone down the toilet. Somehow they got onto the topic of leaders. They mentioned Josh Sawyer and Ben Grone. I was fine until my dad said that none of his kids were like that. That's when I started crying. After all my struggles to get top grades and be the perfect kid, I still wasn't good enough! None of my accomplishments mattered to him. All he could see were the people who were better than me. After all, he was valedictorian of a class of 5000, and he never had a B until college, and was the star of the basketball, tennis, and whatever other teams. He played four different instruments, and played chess. His oldest daughter didn't even come close to any of that. She'd finally gotten a job when she was thirteen, and she barely passed math with a B, she was a cheerleader rather than a sports maniac, she didn't stick with band, her choir wasn't good enough, she didn't have many friends, on and on. What's wrong with me? That was the worst night of my life, and this weekend wasn't any better. I'd almost forgotten about all that. I thought everything was better when they found out I was salutatorian. But apparently even that wasn't good enough.
I just want to please them. I always feel so good when my mom thanks me for cleaning something. I'd clean fifty rooms just so she'd notice one of them. And I thought was worth it. But my dad never said anything like that to me. He never toldme that I was good at something. He never went to any of my cheer competitions or pep rallies. But he never missed one of Kellie's basketball games or Jennifer's volleyball matches.
Even after all this, it's not him I'm upset with; I'm upset with myself for not being good enough.

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You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 7/10 correct!
Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?


WHEEEEE! I'm excited!

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Don't Read This If You Like Thanksgiving

Poo. I hate Thanksgiving. I hate the smell of turkey and how stuffing tastes. I try it every year thinking it will taste different, but, alas, it doesn't. I hate eating off of paper plates because Grandma is sick. I hate watching football or basketball or golf or whatever lame sport happens to be on the television. I hate the television. I hate it when my parents and sisters get righteous on me and make me feel like crap. That's why I'm writting this. I went out to dinner with my family this weekend. I got insulted and crapified. Crap- such a lovely word. My family unofficially uninvited me to Thanksgiving dinner. So poo on them. I've tried to get along with everyone, but my attempt was all in vain. My parents have always expected way too much from me, and I'm sick of it. Kellie and Jennifer don't have such high standards. I hate being the oldest child.

But one thing I do love is being away from them. Thank God for college.





You Are The Stuffing



You're complicated and complex, yet all your pieces fit together.

People miss you if you're gone - but they're not sure why.


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Wednesday, November 16, 2005




Le sigh... Seven more days until Thanksgiving break. Just in time it started snowing. As much as I loathe being cold, seeing snow is exciting because it means Christmas is almost here. I can't wait till the day after Thanksgiving so I can start listening to Christmas music. Why wait, you ask. Well, it's a family tradition to wait until the day after Thanksgiving to put up lights, decorate, and listen to Christmas music.
I started looking for Christmas presents for my family a few days ago. I'm thinking of getting Jennifer a little spy camera. She and Vienna would like it. No clue what to get the rest of my family. Well, I might get my mom some stackable, matching tupperware. Then she can throw out all the other stuff.
I don't want to stay at home with my family over breaks. I fight with them when I'm just there for the weekend. Imagine a couple of weeks....no! I can't to scary! I prolly won't be at home much. I hope that I can get a job helping Val's for the holidays. The rest of the time I'll be with friends.
I just found out an interesting bit of info yesterday. The English language is the only language that capitalizes the personal pronoun I. Does that make us arrogant? What's so special about us that we get to capitalize ourselves? IDK.

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005



Yuck. lab sucked today. We had a rat dissection. It wouldn't have been so bad, but the TA had to kill the rats right before class. That meant that they were still warm and full of blood. Poor little guys. I figured out that its the smell of fermaldehyde(sp?) that bothers me the most. Next it's the blood. Some of the rats were having muscular contractions. Ewwwwww. It was not an enjoyable experience. Thank the Lord that I only have to go to that class two more times. One of them is the final, so I don't know if that will take the full three hours. It would be awful if it did. Think about it: a three hour final? Yuck. Next week is flowering plants and stuff. No more reproduction or animal intestines! yay.

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Friday, November 11, 2005

Googled ME

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Alyssa needs a man, now.
alyssa needs a better bf
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Alyssa needs some serious fun
Alyssa needs a tissue
Alyssa needs to catch up on her sleep. Those bags under her Eyes are big enough to pack enough clothes in for a European vacation

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Tuesday, November 08, 2005



I feel contaminated, dirty, vile, disgusted, nauseous, and ill. It's amazing the emotions and feelings lab gives me. Today was the worst one we've done. We are on mammalian reproduction. I knew it would be bad, but when we had to look at a pregnant pig uterus...ugh. There were still babies in it, oh, I'm sorry, fetuses. I haven't felt well all day and that made it worse.

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Monday, November 07, 2005




"There were two in the bed and the little one said 'Roll over, roll over!' So they all rolled over and Jessica fell off! There was one in the bed and Alyssa said 'Goodnight!"

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The fraternity with cool Homecoming stuff. Pic by Sarah.

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Me and Sarah at my graduation party. Aren't we cute?!

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Almost Worth Your Time
You like to be random, don't you?
Your FULL name?:Alyssa Gorgeous Elwood
You'd rather be named::Alyssa Gorgeous Bloom
How was the weather today?:Sunny and crisp
What do you think:about?
Let's say you just got two parakeets. What would you name them?:raoul, satine
Ur husband/wife wants to name ur child Shaniqua Lachefruh Latoya. You say::"hell no"
Canada is:cool
Mexico is:really cool
Germany is:boring
You love these: Say the word that pops into ur head when u hear:
baby:diapers
trash:can
horse:horse?
orange:llamas
toast:butter
couch:love seat
home:jay's apartment. thats weird
bird:bath
bed:cover
beaver:tail
white:black
rock:ness monster
How do you feel about
racist people?:not cool
George Bush?:he's got a lot to deal with
abortion?:evil
Elton John?:good voice
country music?:i love it
hip hop?:its okay
Finish the sentence.
Yesterday I:went to church
I CANNOT believe:bad drivers drive
Why do::people fall for the wrong people
_____ is such a _____:Jessica ... angel
I ______ when I heard Britney Spears was coming to town.:cried
Justin Timerlake is so ______.:creepy
I got yelled at when _____.:i broke my finger
_____ makes me giggle madly.:chocolate
The chicken was trying to cross the road when suddenly:he got run over
The Simpsons are ______.:stupid
I was just sitting there when suddenly:a spider bit me
Tomorrow will be:awful
One time, at band camp,:i heard about that
Lord of the Rings sucks, T/F?:false
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You or your best friend
first off, who is your best friend?:I have many, but for the purpose of this survey, this round, Jessica
now, for each pick you or your best friend.
Who is smarter?:She is smarter in math and practical stuff, I am smarter everywhere else!
Who is more annoying?:She is, but we both know the llama song
Who has more friends?:Jessica, she holds on to people forever
Who has more ennemies?:Jessica is a saint so she is unhateable, so me
Who talks more when it's just the two of you?:equal. We take turns on who talks.
Who is the wookie?-who's ugly-er?:This is a mean question, my friends read this! So.....
Who cheats at board games?:I know its me. Sigh, but I have children to feed so don't take my moneys
Who loves animals more?:Me, as she's allergic
Who can eat more?:Her usually, but I can pack it in when I'm hungry enough. But if you want to see someone eat a lot go up to pender and challenge ben to a eating contest. He'll win, hands down
Who can burp louder?:I don't burp, I'm a lady. But I've heard some stories about Jess and her unladylike behavior.......
Who is more likely to cry.:Me. Just looking at me wrong can get me going
Who has more useless talents?:Me. I can fold my tongue into a three leaf clover, i can unwrap a starburst in my mouth, and make pencils lood like flowers
Who's messy?:She is, have you seen her room, or the living room, or the dining room, or her car(now thats atrocious)
Who's more likely to get married young?:ME. jessicas gonna be a nun
Who's more likely to fall out of a tree?:Me. but I am used to falling from great heights. I got dropped repeatedly when i was a flier
Who has sensitive skin?:Me. I loathe it
Who gets a sun burn more offen?:The sun and me don't get along well, but jess burns bad too
Who drinks more soda?:Recently I'd say me, a couple a months ago, Id say jess
Who is optimistic?:Her"always look on the bright side of life..dodododood"
Who dresses better?:Me, easily
Who reads more?:Me, although she does read a lot of online blogs, rpgs, and randomnesses
Who's more creative?:Me in an artistic way, her in a weird "never woulda thought of that" way
Who hates school more?:Her. She's not in it she hates it so bad! HEhe
Who is the "hopeless romantic"?:Neither of us, but when youre comparing us, I am hopeless and romantic. She is romantic and sensible
Who is more of a daredevil?:she is in some things i am in others
Who is more likely to watch a disney movie?:Me, and i will recite them or sing the songs for you. "what do they got? a lot of sand? we got a hot crustacean band...."
Who is move evil?:Define evil....evil: jessica. oh! so its jessica
Who is more offen late showing up to places?:me, but thats cause i have to depend on her for a ride
Who is on the computer more?:her
Who is more kind?:Jessica. she's so kind its amazing
Who is more witty?:me, although i can be mean witty
Who has more admierers?:jessica. she had david jeffers before i even had a stalker
Who gets better grades?:Me. she just gets lucky. Like in spanish, mrs. calcara not only passed her cause she felt bad for her but she gave her the grade right below mine!
Who sings better?:Contrary to popular belief, it was not kelly clarkson who won american idol, it was me! Lalalallalalllallaaaaa
Who is better at sports?:Ha, jessica do sports!heehe oh the memories of volleyball
Who is a better lier?:Um
Who plays more video games?: her
Who fightes more with their parents?: me, alas it is sad
Who has a larger music collection?: i think she beats me in both the legal and illegal music
Who is more likely to not dress for the weather?: her, i always bring a sweatshirt with me, you can use those for anything
Who is more likely to lose things?: her
Who complains more?: me
Who uses happy faces in AIM more?: not me
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Sunday, November 06, 2005

Best bud thing

You or your best friend
first off, who is your best friend?:Sarah
now, for each pick you or your best friend.
Who is smarter?:Sarah, i mean look at our situation: she's in the honors dorm with a full-ride and i'm stuck with full tuition and live in the party hall
Who is more annoying?:Define "annoying" if you mean who's more annoying to other people its prolly her hehe
Who has more friends?:She does. i'm a bit of a recluse
Who has more ennemies?:sarah likes everyone, i have um issues
Who talks more when it's just the two of you?:Definitely her
Who is the wookie?-who's ugly-er?:We both have our bad days, but i have more
Who cheats at board games?:we never play board games, because i hate them
Who loves animals more?:MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMMEMMEMEMEMEMe
Who can eat more?:Me
Who can burp louder?:her
Who is more likely to cry.:ME
Who has more useless talents?:I can run like mario so... ,me
Who's messy?:i am but i clean everyday so it doesnt make sense
Who's more likely to get married young?:her. Ill prolly never get married at my rate
Who's more likely to fall out of a tree?:ME
Who has sensitive skin?:ouch, me
Who gets a sun burn more offen?:again me
Who drinks more soda?:i think pop is nasty(yeah thats right its "pop") so sarah does
Who is optimistic?:her, i am almost always pesimistic
Who dresses better?:me
Who reads more?:i dont read as much as i used to so Sarah and her text books wins this one
Who's more creative?:I think i am, but she makes amazing cards!
Who hates school more?:I do.
Who is the "hopeless romantic"?:I am romantic but shes got the hopeless down
Who is more of a daredevil?:Me, but that doesnt say anything since we're both chickens
Who is more likely to watch a disney movie?:I love disney
Who is move evil?:Sarah's an angel, so i must be the evil one
Who is more offen late showing up to places?:me, usually not my fault
Who is on the computer more?:her, although im getting there
Who is more kind?:her, she is still hanging out with me after all
Who is more witty?:me, but my wittiness is few and far between
Who has more admierers?:her, she knows so many more people
Who gets better grades?:her, but she makes it look so easy
Who sings better?:me, i guess but she doesnt sing much
Who is better at sports?:me, if we played
Who is a better lier?:me
Who plays more vido games?:me
Who fightes more with their parents?:me
Who has a larger music collection?:her
Who is more likely to not dress for the weather?:her
Who is more likely to lose things?:me
Who complains more?:me
Who uses happy faces in AIM more?:her
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Friday, November 04, 2005




All ya'll who remember going to KGBI to volunteer for their pledge drive might remember the freebies we got for our services. One of the times we went I got a CD by CeCe Winans. I've listened to it maybe two times in three or four years, but right now it's got a song that I love.

Come Fill My Heart
CeCe Winans
Fill this void, and emptiness
Shine Your light, on my darkness
Satisfy, and restore my hand
I long for You, make me whole
(Chorus)
Come quench thirsting
Lord I am ready
Here I am waiting, come fill my heart
You are the only, one who can fill me
Here I am waiting, come fill my heart
Come fill my life, I am incomplete
Let Your love rain down on me
I need You more, Lord I confess
More of You, and nothing less
(Repeat Chorus)
(Bridge)
Come and fill me...I am thirsting...
For You only...God so Holy...
Come and fill me...I am thirsting...
For You only...God so Holy...
(Repeat Chorus)

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I keep telling myself I did the right thing. I did what any girl should do in my posistion. Why, then, do I feel empty. There was already a huge, gaping hole where God should be, but now that Jay and I broke up, the hole is even bigger. I really want to believe I did the right thing. All my friends support me, but my heart tells me I quit when things got hard instead of attempting to work through them like I promised. I promised! I promised him that if I had a problem we'd talk. But I waited too long. I've said words that I can't take back.
I thought I was losing my identity to him, but now I feel like I've lost everything I stood for by wimping out. I wasn't miserable with him. As a matter of fact, I was happy. But things weren't right. It wasn't the life I'd always dreamed of, or even the relationship I'd been looking for. The problem is that I still love him. I prolly always will; you know what they say about first loves. Things have to change for both of us. I don't know what he's going to do. But I plan on making God number one. Then I'll about a boyfriend. Not just any guy, someone who will challenge me in my faith, grow with me, share my beliefs and values, and who will talk to me when there's a problem.

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Thursday, November 03, 2005

Cameras are fun!

The rocks and the water.

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Holmes Lake




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Wednesday, November 02, 2005




It's a balmy 65 degree day. The sun is shiny brightly, and there's not a cloud in the sky. Wind is moderate; just enough to toss my hair around. This must be one of the most beautiful days of Fall. THEN WHY DID I JUST TAKE 10 FLIGHTS OF STAIRS TO THE BASEMENT FOR A SEVERE STORM WARNING? I don't understand. It wasn't a drill, but there is no way there is a storm. Well, this is Nebraska, so I guess a blizzard or tornado is possible at any moment.
On the calmer side of life...
If I hadn't taken the stairs, I never would have saw the adorable little kitten a guy had in the lobby. It looked like it was only a couple of weeks old. He said he kept it behind the speaker in his room. Just for the record he's gonna get fined big time if he gets caught! But now I too want a kitten in my room.

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