The Merciless Ravages of My Mind

Friday, December 23, 2005








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Monday, December 05, 2005



I don't deserve him, I really don't. He's been so good to me, and I pretty much treat him like crap.
For some reason, we've become less compatible over the last few weeks. Maybe we never were compatible. Perhaps we've just pretended or ignored it. When I think of why I shouldn't be dating him I come up with a long list. But then I think about why I want to stay with him, I can't really give a logical or practical reason. The reason is this: whenever he's away I can't concentrate. For instance, yesterday at church he left for some reason. I couldn't concentrate on the speaker at all, no matter how hard I tried. But, as soon as he came back I was totally focused on the speaker. I guess just having his presence around me is comforting. It's weird though, cause we always seem to disagree when we are together. See what I mean about not logical?
Even at the Plamor, when I was mad at him I didn't want him to leave. As soon as I found out he was leaving, I got that antsy, I-don't-know-what-to-do-with-myself feeling. I couldn't focus on the music or the people on the floor anymore.

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Friday, December 02, 2005



My new nick-name is A to the E. Thanks to Andrew.

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You Are Phish Food Ice Cream

You've been described as gooey and fudgey. Sorry.
What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

Hehe. I laugh.

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At The Park

This one isn't from Thanksgiving, but since I was the photographer there weren't many photos of me. So, here's me!

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Thursday, December 01, 2005

Nick showing off...again.


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Hehe! My other cousin with the baby!

This is the first time he held Kavontay

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My Lovely Sisters

Gosh, I wish they would at least pretend to dress nicely!

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This blog needs some pictures...So here's some of my fabulous Thanksgiving with my cousins and grandparents:

First, me with my cousin's baby, Kavontay. He's so cute and wiggly!

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You Are a Normal Girl

You are 60% Good and 40% Bad
Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.
But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

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I love the Gilmore Girls. It is a great program. Le sigh. So yes, it is that time of year that I declare I hate, but in all truth this is the time of year I love. I love the crisp air that's heavy with the sound of bells. And at night, after its just snowed, how the sky is glowing. I know, I'm so cheesy. Actually, I'd rather be called inspired. Yes, I have been spending a lot more time at my school work than working on my social life. An update: my social life sucks. It's practically non-existent. The bright side? Not as many Christmas gift to buy! Yeah, well I know that I could just go meet some new people, figure out the problems I have with Jay, and try to be a more pleasant person in general and I'd prolly have an abundance of friends. Hmmm?

I went to my high school, Parkview Christian, today. There were only a few people I wanted to see, and I didn't think I'd get to see them. Turns out that I did see one of them and got a big hug. I miss those hugs....used to get them all the time. It's amazing how you can get a huge lift from a hug.

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